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fuck i actually met tom delonge. he looked down at me. i hugged him. he spoke to me. and i didnt say anything. retard. |
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p.s tom is in england right now. how exciting. gives me a little butterfly in my tumtum. |
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oh and bex just got gc tickets for us. hahahhaa. doms being really nice to me and making me tea and went to sains for me and is cooking us roast. i love him. |
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ah i have abit of insomnia. its makiing me feel sick and fucked off. like, 5 nights in a row? |
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today i went to court. but the murder trial had been called off for the week so we were like well vexed off. so we walked into another one, and this was this big black guy caught in posession of £4000 of crack cocaine and heroin with intent to sell and he had this wonky eye that was postioned in our direction and it was scary. then they called a break and he got in the lift with us with his wonky eye and we were well nervous. then we went shopping and i got a tenner out and it got me 2 meals, starbucks, a top, a scarf and a bag. weeeyyy. but yeh, it made me well motivated. i want to do an extra year of law, after my extra psych. which is kind of silly as im only just starting an essay which is in for tomorrow. 24 hour windows are a piece of gods work. fatfatfatfatfatfat. |
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motion city soundtrack - 5th october.(deff) alexisonfire - 11th november.(deff) kanye west - 27th november. toaste of chaos - 28th november. manson - 5th decmeber.(deff) f4af - 8th december. him - 13th december.(deff) not funny. at. all. shouldve went uni in london. |
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i think im overdrawn already. meh. |
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oh and im on antibiotics and parker found her 'helbel' necklace. |
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need to get him tickets. and make parker see manson with me. and inme. TOM IN 4 DAYS scared |
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im sick of the sight of everyone at work. so im like, do i complain megatronly to simon and get more shifts, or as i hate it there now just leave it and enjoy the summer? i have no energy for that place. my backs burnt. james is SO bad. i hit him yesterday. hes the only person who makes me physically angry. and it scares me. he brings out this ugly temper in me. and i hate it. but you try living with him. its a living hell. i just made him take a valium. hes not jimmie anymore. i dont really love him anymore, the old james certainly. and i feel like i have no father. i'll be away soon. i made myself sick earlier because i had a burger and then after i ate it was really worried that it wasnt cooked and thought i was poisened. then i ate a big bowl of icecream. waiting for my period. |
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but seriously whys it over? 8 years and now nothing. a little bit of me is dead inside. but i cannot wait to see tom mark and travis and little vincey.and howard all in one fab week. |
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i wish so bad i got that miss sixty gold leather jacket. |
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do not 'save the rave'. please. i want my wages. before my birthday i need my hair finished. i read parkers comment on jamie jaycocks r.i.p page. need to fucking sort out this newquay thing. ma should get the court decision letter about now. i want the blue swede like skinnys in topshop. i miss hannah. i dont know what to do today. i keep dreaming about noel. and james,at work, keeps thinking im pissed at him. |
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i just got my 'congratulations, this letter confirms your place at univeristy of the west of england, bristol for the criminology and psychology, cm89 course..' ahah. |
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if i am raped and butchered tonight, i'd like you to all blame it on thom. well dont. but. shut up. |
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